What's on my mind ?

The unwritten words and unspoken thoughts
Are what threaten to destroy anything I've built
Including all you've had a hand in
It's funny
You know?
The thing that threatens is that which is not allowed physical existence
Philosophy
Filled with me
Thought upon thought like the final piece before
The Jenga Tower falls
Stacked
Backed
I'll take flak for whatever necessary
I'm terrified
More than I've ever been before
I went to bed, and all I thought of where demons
Staring at me in the bodies of children
But they lacked eyes
Somebody cut my brakes
I'm in a downward tailspin
Don't worry, I'll give in
But hopefully not to what I want
What You want
I'm praying today, tomorrow, and the day after
I might even say the rosary
(I never do)
But I need this.
I need this relationship
Double the meaning
Bring on the bleeding
I'm so scared to die.
And I'm terrified to die to self.